oh yeah, i had to add this.. ppl suck and me and chris are two retards who rule.. lmao...




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DaTe:  October 18th, 2003 
TiMe: 8:00
MoOd: BoReD/MeLLoW
MuSiC: Kiss the rain - billie myers   <-- ya wtf...


I'm bored.. that's really the only reason why I'm writing this, lol
What did I do today? Well  last night I cleaned the house, did laundry, my mom got home, hopped on the computer, [grr] I sat in bed watchin tv waiting for her and passed out around 10... woke up around 8, tried watchin tv.. passed out til 2.. woke up got ready, diana and whitney stopped in before i  went with my mom grocery shopping.. we chatted for a bit..
I didn't have much patience today, lol. I stayed inside the car whenever she went grocery shopping, it was raining anyways... I swear people don't know how to park their cars... and this one guy puts his box of groceries on the back of my moms car is where the fin thingy is.. all  i here is thud, i look back, i guess he didnt know i was in the passenger side so i honk the horn, im like what the fuck [well i didnt actually say that] and he comes around and looks and realizes i guess 'oh theres someone in there' i swear he was slow or something, i gave him a dirty look, lol
I was gonna go in and see julie but she was working anyways, i doubt i'd catch her on a break...
just before wecame home we looked around for houses, since we lost the other one... i've been cleaning non stop since we got home, lol
im probably gonna need another shower, all i smell  is lysol :(
oh yeah and my moms got her music going... she kept playing this song over and over again [the one i put in for music.. if your reading this and have your speakers on you'll hear it, lol] i cant get it out of my head, it's so annoying, so im hoping i can pass it on to anyone reading, just spreadin the love ppl, thats all... just like when im sick ;)
so once the cleaning is done [hoping that it is NOW] i'm gonna watch donnie darko, maybe call up diana when she gets off of work @ 10...
hopefully cuz i got so much sleep i'll stay awake during this movie
i have a bad habit lately of falling asleep during movies :(
i think im gonna go listen to some spineshank to get rid of this song in my head :S



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DaTe:  October 17th, 2003 
TiMe: 7:30
MoOd: BoReD
MuSiC:  SoMeBoDy SoMeOnE - KoRn

My day.... wasn't bad I suppose, it was a Friday, I just wanted out of there... The morning was super boring... In my housing/interior decorating class our teacher was trying to explain how to do a 1 point perspective drawing, I didn't pay attention because I already know how and she wasn't explaining anything properly as usual anyways. I had like a 10 min nap. Then lunch was cool, everyone was donating food to me because I usually don't bring a lunch, lol...
The afternoon dragged on, I almost forgot it was Friday. Not that it matters because I'm gonna be so bored tonight, boo :(
I'm just making English notes for my test on Monday... fun fun...
I got my KoRn cd that I left at julies house back from her, so I've been listenin' to that all day :D, did some laundry, cleaned the house...
someone save me :( lol
If I get tired of English tonight I suppose I could try and work on the website some more, because we all know how much ass it sucks... :)





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DaTe:  October 15th, 2003 
TiMe: 11:20
MoOd: VeRy MeH
MuSiC:  Coma White - Marilyn Manson

Today has been very shitty I must say...
I didn't get much sleep last night, my windows were rattling from the hardcore wind and rain last night, I woke up like 3 or 4 times and stayed up for awhile....
I got up this morning, got ready quickly, looked like shit, but hey I didn't care... I thought the day was getting better when I was offered a ride with the girl I usually walk withs mom...
We get to school and we get in a fight... I went home, stayed home...
I missed an English test I spent 4 or 5 hours last night studying for...
I missed a housing/interior designing test I didn't study for but I'm sure I'll be making up for that tomorrow
I wrote my friend an e-mail letting her know how I feel at this point, made her aware that I sent her an e-mail... and she hasn't replied back... so um yeah I guess that says a lot eh..
Found out the financing didn't go through for our house, so no, it's not sold, and the house we've been looking @ since July.. yeah it got sold so it's not ours...
Looks like we're not moving... in a way thats good, in a way it's not that great either...
I've been bored out of my mind all day... and I'm in a really bad mood right now, so I just had to bitch about all of the above...
Other than that I'm fine.. really....


- a pill to make you numb, a pill to make you dumb, a pill to make you anybody else, all the drugs in this world, won't save her from herself .+.


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DaTe:  October 14th, 2003 
TiMe: 4:30
MoOd: MeLLow
MuSiC:  Lo-Pro  - Sunday

Another Monday, no wait it's Tuesday... This day went by so slow today. I wasn't feeling well last period so  I signed out and went home. I was almost going to stay anyways but I didn't want to walk home a half hour in cold rain. I have an English test tomorrow and a Housing/Interior Design test tomorrow, fun fun. I guess I'm gonna study, yes me... study...
As for my housing/interior design test tomorrow I have no idea what to study for. I have the most retarded teacher ever I swear,  lol...
She's losing her memory or somethin,  I dunno.. she can't explain anything clear, no one understands when she tries to explain something, she makes no sense whether it means explaining something, giving examples.. sometimes she even wanders off into her own little world and tells stories about nothing at all... mehhh
I guess  I'll have to figure out what I should go over...
As for English... I'm not screwed.. yet
Oh yeah, and this morning I walked out my door with no make up on my face... :o! Luckily I realized this and went back in and put some on... haha
OoO I hear rain.. damnit I'm so gonna get distracted from studying now


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DaTe:  October 12th, 2003 
TiMe: 6:30
MoOd: MeLLoW
MuSiC: Sweet Dreams - Marilyn Manson

I decided I was gonna start this thing! Yeah, finally...
I made it awhile back and never got started, so here we go...
What did I do this weekend? Hmm... Friday I went out with Chris, had an awesome time :) Saturday stayed in most of the day, lazed around until the boredom really got to me and I had to do something so I went to Caseys/ the movies with some 'new friends' <-- I guess that's what  I'll call them.. lol  As soon as I got home, went next door to Jess's... hung out there, ended up passing out, for um yeah the second night in a row.. whoops..
Sunday... oh yeah.. that's today isn't it.. hah.. yeah I woke up around 11... went home, Chris called, we hung out til around 5, then I had tacos for dinner.. bah im full :\
I'm kind of forgetting that this is a long weekend... and that I DONT have school tomorrow.. weee
So um yeah that was pretty much my weekend... not in detail what-so-ever... I'm not writin a novel here..
I think I'm gonna go call Diana back now :)
And I'm.........
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